It’s beautiful play
Dears, imagine such a state, a space, where are no emotions.
No feelings. No thoughts. No body movement. There’s no movement, no holding anything with attention.
Something what is spreading out, dissolving. There’s only a space. And then what?
There’s no one, who may get bored with anything. There isn’t any movement. There’s no such thing as peace or anxiety, because there is no one, who may define it. There’s nothing. There’s stopping.
Is it really wanted? Is it what we long deep inside?
However, maybe movement, experiencing, touching various spaces, tasting the life, seeing, listening, feeling, meeting with various limitations, various shapes – it is something, what we want so much deeply inside us.
I know there’s sometimes some kind of fatigue because of these experiences, that you would want to stop. To stop as I said at the beginning. But there’s a moment of this stoppage and then the wind appears suddenly. Movement. In the retention we utterly vanish.
There’s no one. There’s nothing. Is it what we want? Actually, deep inside, inside our own divine awareness, what we want is to be aware of all this game. This dance. Between a form and the formless presence. To see it. To experience a state, in which there’s no experience. To recognize it. It’s all.
It’s all to keep on dancing and experiencing. To experience from a bondage to the freedom. To see being in a bondage and in the freedom, and being present in each state. To be the life. It’s beautiful play. That’s all. In fact we could imagine something from a story, history. But to experience this, to touch this is closing the mouth. And being present in dailiness, in so – called grey every – day reality, smiling from the inside, because somewhere deeply everything is filled with consciousness, presence, seeing things as they are, seeing all this illusion, which is a game of experiences. The miracle of life, which is still emerging in different views. The beauty of life.